I love you, and I'm so sorry. I didn't know. If I had known, I would have done things so differently. I would have given my life for you. I hope you didn't suffer, not even for a nano-second. Send me something pink tomorrow if you didn't suffer, and so I know you're safe. I know you angels like to do things on your terms. But please Kathlyn. Mommy misses you so much. If this is the way it has to be, where the universe has you taking care of me instead of the other way around.. then so be it. Something pink, my little princess. I will be watching.
You are still my baby.